this journal will never be read by anyone. that said, i'm gonna be random and probably annoying. that said, i will probably use this to put up fics. that said, i don't know why i'm talking anymore because i have to go swimming now and i really like to swim, except when there are a million litle kids in the pool. oh well. it's my fault for waiting so long, isn't it. i'm working on my thesis and working in a library so it's been a long rough haul for me, but i'm doing my best. i'm going to try to write songs and poetry and fics and be somewhat creative. so now i'm gonna go get some exercise and try to forget i wrote this.